Stressed...

Experts say that the next most stressful thing in life besides dealing with the death of a close family member is preparing for marriage.

Yes...I'm feeling the stress now. Since the balloting results was out, I suddenly realised how little time we have left to prepare for it. Looked at the papers and called up some agents to book appointments for viewing. But that somehow didn't seem quite right. I had a very unsettling feeling that I was jumping the gun somehow. before bed last night, mom's words of wisdom enlightened me: "If I were you, I would pray first before looking for a flat so soon after I know Redhill wasn't a success."

So I told Hun to cancel the viewing appointments and just take these few days to pray and seek God's direction. Feel like I'm a sail boat with my sail up, ready to go...but just waiting for the wind to come lead me in the right direction. Feeling quite lost now, with no idea of which area to start looking. Really need God's guidance.

Meanwhile, I'm trying to be patient and praying for peace while waiting for an answer. Still, the stress has been becoming more apparent lately...I've been having stomach discomforts for the past 2 days. Don't think I ate anything wrong cos I've been eating porridge and plain stuffs...concluded that it must be due to stress...have not been sleeping well too...busy dreams almost every night.

Feel like Peter walking on the water now...so difficult to keep calm and focus on Jesus when you see the waves tossing around you. I hope I can continue to focus and not sink into the water!!