Faith

"Faith" = "For All, I Trust Him"

This is what we really need now...or maybe I need it even more. Thank God for Hun's mother quick recovery from her surgery. It is already a testimony to God!

Right now, we're faced with uncertainties about our wedding plans. We do not wish to cancel or postpone it. So we're praying and believing that God is in control of our wedding. Yesterday I was encouraged by Dad's prayer for our wedding during family prayer time.

He reminded me that our wedding date, venue and guests were appointed by God himself. So He will provide the means to bring it to completion. Provision means a whole lot more to me now...previously, it was simply finances. But now, I'm believing that my Jehovah Jireh will provide ALL our needs for the wedding: Finances, Good Health, Joy for everyone that's involved in the wedding, from us, our families, our helpers, our friends to all our guests.

I stumbled yesterday by arguing with Hun at the most inappropriate time. Was overwhelmed by my own fears and sense of loss that I didn't see his pain anymore. I guess that in the time of stress and heartache, Hun has also misunderstood me. Thinking back, it's funny how we both got upset with each other over the wrong things, we heard each other wrongly and got angry with what we have perceived inaccurately. How the devil will make use of every little opportunity to create strife!

But thank God we reconciled before the end of the day. God's grace was with us, and we prayed together and made up. It's so much easier to focus on God. At least we both have a common source of comfort and we look forward to the same God.

We prayed for our wedding to be an event that will shout His fame and bring glory to Him, and we believe that it will be so!

Frankly, I still don't "feel" assured and settled and still have fears about my wedding not being able to proceed. But I guess faith is not about feelings, I don't have to feel confident to have faith in God. I need to just trust Him. What's facing me now is a wall, and I can't see through to the other side. But if God and bring down the wall of Jericho, I believe He can tear down this wall I'm facing too.

I'll just need to practice FAITH: For All I Trust Him. He is able to do the impossible for us, and I'll just trust that He'll do it :)