Handling things by myself for the moment

I'll be handling the wedding and housing preps by myself for the moment. Hun needs to be with his family to take care of his mom. Praise God for a successful operation and we'll continue to believe for a speedy full recovery!

It's a funny feeling to "man the fort" alone...guess I've become rather dependent on Hun to make the decision...and I'm actually a little nervous about the responsibility. Will I make the right decisions? Will Hun like it? What happens if I do something wrongly? But still I wanted to give him space as it is indeed a very very difficult and trying time for him right now, and he needs to be there for his family too!

Hun also passed the baton over to me yesterday and told me to make the decisions. We have discussed it before and he said that I knew what we wanted, so just go ahead. Still feeling jittery, but well, if I've gotta do it, I've gotta do it!

Things which I've achieved by myself without Hun:
1. Liaised with and went to the printers for our invitation cards

Things which I'll have to do without him:
1. Meet up with the contractor to look at his drawing plan for us
2. Decide if we wanna engage him as our contractor
3. Meet the sound & AV technician of MM Hotel

Maybe to other brides, it sounds like normal and simple stuff...but I just can't help feeling a little scared. Afterall, I'm so used to doing things together with him and letting him make the decisions while I play the supportive role. But now, I just dun wanna give him additional stress, so I've gotta learn to take the lead for the moment in our wedding preps. But I believe I can do a good job out of it lah...just hope that Hun is happy with the choices that I make...The "big man" gotta listen to the"small woman" for the time being.

Really hope Hun can join me again real soon...I want you to take back the lead! But meanwhile, dun worry about me...give all the attention you need to your family now. When your mom's better, we can continue to prepare for our wedding together :)